The Mind

I’d rather die an enormous death for what I believe in than to die Domain . I never  see life as it presents itself  but for what it could be . I believe in the unity of all .

The entities don’t want you to have an envision for yourself,  so they formulate  plots and expedients to  have dominion. Convoluted our minds to postulate that they  should be the ones that call the shots . We can’t even blame them , for that plan is in fact  genius ! I’d like to think that perhaps they started with good intentions , maybe the world would be chaotically doomed and  by having  control we thought  it would  give the world a sense of reason and assurance . We felt as if we’ve made the right  decision in choosing a leader .

The ‘leaders’ that we ourselves put from the primordial  pyramid betrayed us and turned POWER into cruelty and greed,  giving them access to our minds making us not prudent enough  to understand what’s really happening . We are now left in  an altercation  , resulting in hostilities against each other . Crabs in a barrel we are . Silly fools . While “they ” eat our meat , celebrate and drink the finest wine . Boast and laugh  , gallivanting around in the nicest cars  saying ,   “imbeciles” .

 

The Silence

Most people like myself enjoy the tiniest bit of Silence so we can get to breathe a little . I am a natural people person but I’ve always been fascinated with the ambiance of nature , especially living in the most exotic island in the world my home JAMAICA . Most times you will catch me in my corner enjoying what life has to offer in its finest way . I took a long walk on the beach admiring what the creator has given us . Saw the small birds flew by me singing their melodic music.  Listened to the breeze as it’s passed by the bushes making a swishing sound …. a tranquil moment when the  aurora that graced my nose started to tingle as the  flowers bloomed sending their natural fragrance in the air . Finally  I laid under a tall coconut tree , I looked up  and watched the leaves swayed back and forth  bending in the wind as the sun peaked between them giving off a shadow on my face angling my vision perfectly , so I could see the clear blue sky and it gave me a sense of warmth and closure . I pressed my hands on the thick grass bed a little moist from the night dew ,  I felt small  insects ran by my feet tickled my toes , I smiled . The bees hummed in the distance I closed  my eyes to embrace it all , I knew I was at peace . 

Ridiculous Obessions

I don’t understand this endless war between blacks and whites , I strongly believe that all lives matter . We breathe the same air , we eat the same food , We all have the same organs . WE ARE ALL HUMAN BEINGS. This ridiculous obsession  with war is and only child’s play for power , and when you get power what are you going to do with it ? Try to control me who has and always will have freedom of choice . ha ! RACISM of all nations needs to GROW up , move pass the hatred and let us all unite and solve the bigger problem .Keeping planet earth , {the world } the living and not of the dead. How can we do this , you ask? Let’s start by  me , You ! US. You can’t recycle wasted time but WE can do something about the time that is already here or what is yet to come, We can not be an obeisance to the way society curved us to be . Let the Inner us take control . Let us be a nation of change.

In a Distance

The mysterious man of the night,  was  it a dream? or was a fantasy ? Either way, it wasn’t reality. He came to me in the break of the moonlight before the hour was at its darkest and  only the silent sounds of the sea washed up on the shores of the sand . I sat there awaiting the chill of the first morning breeze . In came this tall , toned caramel man , gracefully making his way towards me . It was like we  were connected as if he could feel me as I felt him. looking behind me just make sure it was me he was coming to see and it wasn’t in my mind . Angling my direction back to him only to see him standing right in front of me smiling as he gazed deeply into my big hazel eyes . I said to him “why are you smiling?” He replied, “because you are so beautiful and I saw you here sitting on the beach by yourself and I was wondering if you were o.k .”  I told him without even thinking that I was waiting for him … he flushed and blushed  then smiled again. When I realized what I  had said I tried not to panic , because I probably just said  the most ridiculous or corniest thing in the book , then I flushed . He gently caressed my face put his fingers under my chin, my eyes locked in his ,  he rest his is soft lips on my cheeks I could feel the warmth of breath making its way down to my lips, he  gently pecked me on my pink wet lower lip and whispered he was waiting for me too.

I stepped back looked at him , realized that we were  eyeing each other the whole night.  We were in the most beautiful place in the world and this tempting man of the night wanted nothing more than to have me , but it wasn’t in my nature to give in so easily because I was a logical girl , not the one-night stand type . My senses were tingling from all corners of my body and I couldn’t think straight maybe too much wine or maybe too much desire of not having it makes me want to have it . I leaned forward and I kissed him passionately and his hands pressed into my back , my hands around his neck as my body began to vibrate in pleasure as  I felt butterflies in my tummy , I braced off and pushed him away and told him no and ran away into the darkness using the moon to guide me back from whence I came. I awoke pretty disappointed but I could understand why I did it . can you?

 

Sapiosexual

I’m strongly attracted to intelligence on a different level , it stimulates the inner self an automatic response to one’s being . Having a deep conversation about something you can learn from is always a turn on . The inner self is a sapiosexual .

My readers desire elaboration and so I shall deliver, I enjoy having the views of anther soul , watching their interactions on how they view life , an illustration of what they do to challenge themselves to do better , how far along are they , most importantly if I see someone on a level of greatness I want to contribute and help  be a guide in any way possible to see the future with them . Someone once told me that they feel like they’re not free , I said “define free.” he said, “the world hasn’t changed.” I replied saying  “what you call freedom isn’t the world but it’s your inner self , you have to {change} to live freely. In a world that’s given to you by your birthright , FREEDOM begins with you. Until you can accept that , you won’t understand the term free . ” Then he leaned back in his seat and sipped his coffee and gave me a long daunting stare and said to me , “you make sense. ”

I’d like to believe I’ve changed the man’s perspective of the world . What I had said was nothing but the truth . The world is just a beautiful sight to the eyes and us humans are made to live and make the most of it nothing more nothing less . The world is people .
{Human beings} If we could change the way we think and view things to see the best outcome , just think what “world” would this be . True freedom comes from  US.

“OUT OF MANY ONE PEOPLE ” the motto of Jamaica and the only motto that has ever made sense to me. WE are all one,  no matter where we come from , what race we are and our appearance in any form , we are ONE . As humans, we can only hope that the rest of the world see it that way , but then you still have the freedom of choice , Given and can never be taken away. So my point is unless someone can reason with me on a different level like this or on many other conversational levels that make sense I would find you rather boring , then you’ll find my mind gazing off into my imaginary world of legitimacy.

 

 

The morning whisper

It’s funny when you get up the first thing you hear is the distant hum of the birds outside and the soft breeze that brushes across the face with a chill of cold in it , making you feel somewhat awake but mostly relaxed in a form . kissed by the dawn making its way through the window and then finally you open your big brown eyes  and smile realizing that  just by that one smile you appreciate life for what it is and nothing more.

The Inner me

life is a never ending obstacle and to go through it , we must challenge ourselves everyday so we can understand it better and better

First blog post

Its funny how one day you are sitting completely dry out of all feelings and you want to change all of that because you want a change for your self but yet you cant get that , because you have no idea how to get it started even if you have the right thoughts in your mind , no real friends to push , you are just here consuming waiting for the last breath to come and take you away from this world.